So I contacted mid Michigan Community College again. And after talking to them they never emailed me back. I can’t believe them. I really would not recommend that anyone ever attend that school. They’re quite possibly the worst school in Michigan. They don’t get back to you. They don’t mail, or email you any details, and they take forever to get anything done. I seriously cannot believe all of the problems that i have had with them. I sent in transcripts and it literally took 3 months for them even to look at them. Unbelievable! And they didn’t do anything until I started bothering them about it. HATE THIS SCHOOL!!!! I am going back to the University of Nebraska at Kearney instead. That school is pretty great. They always are willing to help you out.
So, I think that one of my next steps will be to become a certified personal trainer. I just think that would be a cool job, but I need to get into really good shape first. I know that the actually test will be pretty easy, but it is just the cost that is going to make me really have to wait awhile. It is going to be difficult to get the money and stuff done. I am working on getting this job in Marquette right now. We will see if I get it. I am not sure if I will or not, but I am going to try. The pay is good, but I will have to live in Marquette for at least a year. Burr…..it’s cold there. Not sure that I really want to go there, but I need to make some money so that I can work on my next adventure. I also sent in my TV proposal last night. Nervous about it. I really just need that validation from a professional, saying that my work is good enough. If I could get that then I will be able to keep working on things. I have too much to do, it’s starting to make me tired.
Mid Michigan Community College
I just want to say that Mid Michigan Community College sucks! You do not know how much trouble I have had with the people at this school. All I wanted to do was take a few classes. They really have made what should be a somewhat simple thing into a monumental task. No help, no communication, or when they finally do communicate you get attitude. I email and never get responses. They are the absolute worst. If you have a choice, go somewhere else.
Sometimes, I hurt so bad because I get treated like such crap by the people that are supposed to care about me. I can’t take it anymore. I had to move back in with my mom and she is the worst. She constantly yells and talks down to me, but if I tell her that I am upset about it she blows me off. She makes everything about her and then when I call her on it, she tells me to shut up. I hate my life and have had a lot of bad thoughts later because of it. I am seriously very close to the edge right now. I am looking for new jobs so that I can move out. I can’t handle it anymore. I don’t know what my life is about anymore, everything is so negative now.
Another day, Another issue
I honestly just wish that I had people in my life that gave a damn about me. Everyone wants something from me. I give them what they want and then I get treated like dirt. I honestly don’t know why I keep helping people that have me last on their lost of priorities. People really suck.
I sent in my 15 pages this morning. Nervous, but I hope that I make it. It would really help me out a lot. If I don’t though, its OK. I will finish the screenplay on my own. Am really hoping to get that expert help though. All that I have learned about screenwriting comes from reading books and screenplays of other writers. I could really use that person that will tell if what I am doing is actually any good. Well, we will know in a few weeks anyway. Now to work on other stuff. Busy.
Finally finished my first 15 pages for the screenwriting contest. I think it turned out pretty well and tomorrow I am going to email it. Just have to check for spelling and stuff, then it will be ready. Not sure if it is a winner or not but you never know. I read some of the past finalists scripts and I hate to say it but they were nothing really special. I think mine is more entertaining, but not sure if it will be a finalist. May be too commercial. Screenwriting contests tends to learn toward independent-style scripts. Only have to wait a few weeks to find out if I am a finalist though. We’ll see but I have a really good feeling about it. I am also entering the TV pilot contest. I have a great idea for an hour long pilot. Almost have it done and ready to turn in. Then I have a great idea for a comedy pilot. I will probably work on the comedy pilot first. Should be fun.
I am seriously done. I hate everyone right now. I have been through so much lately without 1 person being there for ME. Everyone wants something from me, but they never want to do anything for ME. I really need to get out on my own and just be by myself for awhile. I can’t take it anymore. No one is ever around when I need them, but they are always calling, or texting, me and wanting me to get stuff done right away for them. It’s disgusting to have so many people in your life that suck so much. I haven’t had a good day in a while. I really need to get some money so I can get the hell out of here…